Can't sleep.

For the last few days, I've felt really...off. I'm not sure how to explain it. Something just doesn't feel right. I don't know if it's just me adjusting to being home again or what. Lately I feel like I'm doing things just to be doing something...hanging out with people just so I can say I hung out with them.

On an unrelated note, I feel I'm being judged as of late. Mostly because of my religious beliefs, or lack thereof. I don't understand how you can look down on someone for not believing in your God. I'd argue that my morals (not only the way I think, but the actions I take as a result) are stronger and more compassionate than most religious folk that I know, and yet because my values don't come from your Book, they don't count? I have no problem with faith...I have a problem with organized religion, when not practiced carefully. If you honestly believe in a God, a Savior, then live your life according to the way He'd want you to...don't treat your fellow man like shit, say a Hail Mary twice a day and think you're forgiven for your sins.

I should be asleep.