I have arrived, and this time you should believe the hype.

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
About a month ago.

Looking forward to something this weekend?
Yes!! Tomorrow is going to be a good day. Dinner with Ryan, then the Roast of Bob Saget with my boys =]

Do you hate it when people smoke/chew around you?
I'm not terribly fond of it.

In the past week have you cried?
Once, just a little. Lots of songs remind me of Dad :/

Why are you not going for the person you want?
Oh goodness. So many reasons. Mostly because it's a waste of my time and energy?

Who told you they loved you last?
Erin <3

Is there someone you will never forget?
There are a lot of people in my life that I will never forget. Some for better reasons than others.

Where’s the guy/girl you like right now?
Far away.

Is any part of your body sore?
Haha. No.

Last thing you ate?
Fudge from Fannie May. Mmmmm.

Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
Yes!

Who was the last boy you laid in a bed with?
Joey.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night, typically.

Do you know if anyone likes you?
Yep.

Do you like someone right now?
I'm exploring different options.

How do you feel about public displays of affection?
Hmm. Well, I'm totally up for holding hands...a peck here and there is fine. No tongue, please. Nobody wants to see that.

Can you keep a secret?
Yes.

Are you open with your feelings to people?
Some people. I'm typically pretty open except for when I think I might make someone uncomfortable.

What are you thinking right now?
The song "Starfuckers, Inc." by Nine Inch Nails. The first lyrics are as follows:

"My god sits in the back of the limousine
My god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
My god pouts on the cover of the magazine
My god is a shallow little bitch trying to make a scene"

Pondering the meaning. My initial thoughts were that Reznor was literally comparing God to a celebrity, suggesting that His ways are shallow and vain. Upon further consideration, I'm now thinking the song was meant to demonstrate how society "worships" media personalities, as one would worship a god. I read up on the issue a bit, and found some sources that suggest Reznor was writing about Courtney Love, which would make the title quite literal. Most of the lyrics would make sense with this theory as well, I suppose. I like my reasoning better.

How do you feel towards the person who texted you last?
Andrew? He's alright I guess. =]

What always makes you feel better when you are upset?
Music.

Who is the last person you took a picture with?
Erin and/or Taylor.

Who was the last person to call you?
Mom. I'm so cool.

Are you smiling?
Not at the moment.

How are you right this second?
Alright. Looking forward to tomorrow.

Do you like to take walks?
Absolutely.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I hope not.

When was the last time you cried?
A few days ago.

Where is your biological father right now?
New York <3

What is bothering you right now?
Well, I just found out that Maynard James Keenan is in a relationship, which is totally disappointing. I don't know how to tell his girlfriend that I'm having his babies.

Have you ever made out on a boat?
I don't think so.

Does your head hurt?
Not anymore! I had a headache all day, but it JUST went away. Yay me.

Have you ever injected a drug?
Nope.

Where is your best friend/s?
Nooooo clue.

Look to your right, what is there?
A pillow.

Have any piercings or tattoos?
6 piercings. 5 in the ears, one in the nose Just took out the bellybutton one.

Do you fight with your grandparents often?
Don't have any left. Dang.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing from?
I'm not wearing a shirt. I'm wearing a towel...just out of the shower. I have no idea where it's from.

The thing that was bothering you, is it still bothering you?
Maynard's girl? Nah, she'll get over it.

Do you know anyone with cancer?
Madre.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
Probably.

What bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

Has anyone ever saved your life?
Maybe.

Do you get good grades?
I did until last year :/

What are you looking forward to tomorrow?
THE ROAST!!

Did you ever go to a special learning center?
Nope

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
No. But I was a Catholic school girl for Halloween junior year. Does that count?

Do you get mad or discouraged when you're wrong?
Not usually.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Brushed my teeth.

Does anyone call you baby?
Not regularly.

Who did you ride in a car with last?
Mom and Kevin.

Last thing you drank?
Agua.

How was your weekend?
So far so good.

Are you happy right now?
Content.

What did you do today?
Went to the mall. Worked 3-8 in Lake Zurich. Dyed my hair. The end.

Where is your phone?
Next to me.

Do you worry a lot?
No.

Do you mind being cold?
Hate it.