Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Thank you, Louis Armstrong.

So, I've been sitting in my room moping for the past few days about everything that's going wrong in my life. I've lost interest in school and work. I feel like I'm losing some of the most important people in my life. I used to have a plan--now I don't know what my future holds, and that scares me to death. I've made a lot of changes lately and was very optimistic in the beginning, but it now seems as though they are only complicating my life. I'm second guessing what I was once sure of, and have lost sight of my goals. I can't find reason to wake up in the morning and I cry myself to sleep at night.

Anyway, needless to say I've been in a bit of a rut. I was discussing this with my roommate (as she's been feeling down lately as well) when one of the quotes I have hung up on my wall fell to the ground. "Maybe it's a sign," I said jokingly. I picked it up and read:

"I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom, for me and for you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world"

Louis, you may not have solved all of my problems, and perhaps I'll be down again tomorrow... but you've certainly brightened up my evening. <3

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