Can this world really be as sad as it seems?

Why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
I think you owe me a great big apology

I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
Can this world really be as sad as it seems?

--Nine Inch Nails {Terrible Lie}


Here's another survey.

-----------10 years ago-----------
1.) How old were you?: 9
2.) Where did you go to school?: Marion Jordan Elementary School
3.) where did you work?: Haha.
4) Where did you live?: Barrington, IL
5.) Where did you hang out?: Katie's house
6) Did you wear glasses?: Big ones
7.) Who was your best friend?: Katie B!!
8.) How many tattoos did you have?: None
9.) How many piercings did you have?: None
10.) What car did you drive?: Well gee, there were so many...
11.) Had you been to a real party?: Hah, I'm not sure I've been to a "real" party to date.
12.) Had you had your heart broken?: No

-----------5 years ago-----------
1.) How old were you?: 14
2.) Where did you go to school?: Plum Grove Junior High/William Fremd HS
3.) Where did you work?: Just babysat once in a while
4.) Where did you live?: Barrington
5.) Where did you hang out?: Charlie's house, movies, the mall
6.) Did you wear glasses?: Contacts
7.) Who was your best friend?: Charlie Gurion
8.) How many tattoos did you have?: None
9.) How many piercings?: 5, all in the ears
10.) What did you drive?: Too young
11.) Had your heart broken?: I was just starting to date Jonathan. Oh my gosh, that was forever ago.
12.) Been to a real party?: Probably not.
13.) Were you Single/Taken/Married/ Divorced?: Taken.

------------2 years ago--------------
1.) How old were you?: 17
2.) Where did you go to school?: William Fremd High School
3.) Where did you work?: Osco Pharmacy...Hoffman Estates, IL
4.)Where did you live?: Barrington IL
5.) Where did you hang out?: On the basketball court/in the Fremd choir room
6.) Did you wear glasses?: Contacts
7.) Who was your best friend?: Jonathan :\
8.) How many tattoos did you have?: None
9.) How many piercings did you have?: 5 in the ears
10.) What did you drive?: My purple '97 minivan, Barney. Jealous?
11.) Had your heart broken?: Not yet.
12.) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?: Taken

----------------Today---------------
1.) How old are you?: 19
2.) Where do you go to school?: Drake University, Des Moines IA
3.) Where do you work?: Osco Pharmacy in IL, workin on a pharmacy tech job in Des Moines
4.) Where do you live?: In the dorms...back to Barrington on breaks
5.) Do you wear glasses?: Contacts
6.) Where do you hang out?: Courtney's room, Spike's, my house with Eldridge and the group when I'm at home.
7.) Do you talk to your old friends?: Most of them
8.) How many piercings do you have?: 6...bellybutton and 5 in the ears
9.) How many tattoos? None...soon, though.
10.) What kind of car do you have?: Barney
11.) Has your heart been broken?: Yes
12.) Single or Taken?: Single, I suppose